*reposted the old journal, because I deleted it by accident. Everything is still the same. I lack time for my art which upsets me quite a bit. However, just wanted to say I'm fine and I hope you are, as well. I miss you guys and all the beautiful art over here. I'm looking forward to graduation in may, only 5 more months to go
so I was kind of uneasy to write this entry but i think you should know. Don't worry I'm doing quite fine lately and I hope you do so as well.
However, problem is that I have to make a decision about my deviantart account here and I think it's not fair to you, my dear watchers, to leave you in the unknown. I came to the point that I have to make a pause on deviantart. School is so important at the moment that I don't really have the time to go online much. I want to focus more on my graduation next year and on my grades I get in school. So this also means that I'm rarely or even never drawing at the moment. I just can't find the time anymore, I'm afraid.
This does not mean that I quit! I will never quit on drawing, or deviantart or art in general. I even want to do something with art in the future like going to an art university or doing something like graphic design. That's my big goal actually.
Well another reason is my private life. My dog turned out to be terribly sick a few weeks ago due to a cancerous tumour in her melt. During the first two weeks I really thought that it would be the last few days with her, but gladly she recovered and now she's doing really well. So I hope you understand that I want to spend as much time as possible with her since Iwon't have her for too long anymore, also because she's 10 already.
I hope I'll be able to rap a pencil, soon but I seriously don't think so :'D well I just wanted to let you know that I'm not dead and that I didn't forget you either. Maybe I'll be online during my vacations to answer my comments but don't expect me to be too active until this time next year... after that I'm finally free from school and can do whatever I want
so I'll be back, I just don't know when yet
take care ~Emily